For a very long time tak update this blog and at last ada jugak chance nak update :) yeahh, even i know takde org pun nak baca blog i ni, but still i really want to fill this blog with my stories. KALAU ada yg baca tu, thanks yeahh? hehehe and sorry because lama tak update :( a bit busy with my (future) college things.
Now, my moods bercampur-aduk. ada rasa happy. ada rasa bengang. ada rasa sedih. macam2 lahh. nak cerita semua mmg tak larat. since dah lama tak update blog, i rasa mcm nak cerita lebih sikit for now. nak baca, baca. taknak, sudah. heee.
First, i rasa happy cause finally, my parents dengar and ikut kehendak hati i. which is my future. memula haritu my mom sibuk nak tentukan my future. i was like (cakap dalam hati) "mom, this is my future. not yours. this is my passion. not yours. and yes, my future still ada kena mengena with you. sbb i yg akan jaga makan minum u nnti kann.. so, please understand me. i just want what i want to be. not what you want me to be." ada jugak lah bertekak ngan dia pasal college ni. i ckp kat dia, "i nak jadi architect or engineer." and she said, "you jadi lah lawyer." i ckp lagi, "i nak jadi architect or engineer jugak!" she said, "no. you can try jadi cikgu" and i said "cikgu? no way! that is so not me! i don't like it lah maaa.". then, in a month, macam2 tempat i pergi. went to mid valley sbb ada education fair, semata2 nak cari college. went to KPTM. went to, so many places. and so many websites i masuk. filled up je suma borang yg ada. SEMUA! termasuk that "cikgu" thingy. and my UPU form, my mom asked me to fill LAW as my first choice. (-___-") LAW AGAIN! and after a month, i terlupa nak check mu UPU results. OMG dammit! tekan2 link yg ada kat website tu, still tak boleh. i dah cuak gila! "OMG! where the fuck is my FUTURE????" hahaha (lawak en?) shitzu gila time tu. tapi, that time, i dah dapat offer letter from Multimedia University (yeahh. menggunakan wang yg sgt banyak. i know.). and my mom still suruh fill up and hantar benda tu. i pun fill up lah semua benda yg ada kat situ. and after that, i pergi MMU to send the offer letter. oh, lupa nak bagitau, i dapat foundation in engineering at mmu :) i know, first year mmg sakit skit lah nak blajar. after that terus degree (pun susah sikit). but i hope, i boleh relax skit. okay2, kembali kepada cerita. time hantar tu my mom tak ckp pape pun. time balik, dalam kereta, i said "ma, masuk mmu jelah terussss." my mom said, "kita tngok result maktab perguruan tu dulu.." and i terus "ma, please. i tak minat nak jadi cikgu. i nak jadi architect or engineer. seriously i tak minat jadi cikgu. please understand me.." and my mom terus ckp, "okayyy. you boleh terus masuk mmu. tapi, you kena promise. you kena study betul2! jgn main2. banyak duit kluar utk masuk mmu ni. yuran je dah berbelas ribu. if you can proomise me, study betul2, then you can masuk mmu terus." and that time, i was like "yeaaaaayyy! thank you maaaa!" :) hehehe. finally, they understood me yeayyy!
Okay, (gila panjang i bercerita tadi) i nak cerita pasal my bengang mood pulak. ada lah sorg minah ni, i kawan ngan dia dah lama dah. since dia belum kenal his boyfriend lagi. i dah anggap dia macam adik sendiri. apa2 masalah dia, dia cerita kat i. apa2 masalah i, i cerita kat dia. seriously i dah anggap dia macam adik i. tak tipu. but, after two years dia couple with her currently boyfriend, there're somethings happened. memula boyfriend dia text i, ckp benda pelik which was expecting me 'ada hati' ngan gf dia. hey noob, your girlfriend's not my type lah. shut the fuck up! tak teringin lah ngan gf kau tu. aku ngan dia kawan baik je kot. yg kau nak jealous sgt pahal? pergi mampus! yg minah ni pun satu, dengar sgt ckp bf dia tu. dia still tak tau ke, bf dia tu banyak tipu dia. yeahhh! BANYAAAAK! SANGAT BANYAAAAAAAAK! tak sedar2 lagi ke minah oiii?? bf dia suruh delete i kat facebook, then dia delete. memula i tak expect sbb bf dia. i add je dia balik. after i add dia tu, i baru terfikir. "dia delete i sbb bf dia ni....." and i terus find ways to cancel the friend request. cari punya cari, tak jumpa2.. mmg tak boleh lah tu. nak message dia kat facebook, dia private-kan pulak. then, i terus pegi kat dia punya blog, type kat dia punya chatbox suruh dia ignore je kalau dah taknak approve. tak payah nak suruh i tunggu2. but dia still tak ignore. even dah beribu kali dia online. ecehhh konon2 hot lah kalau ada friend requests yg tak di-approve lagi. haha. ok last thing i did. i tahu kalau kita dah send friend request kat facebook. kita boleh tengok status dia and dia pun boleh tengok status kita. i terus ah hantar status "Just ignore if you really won't to accept me as your friend. Even a real friend which is not only on Facebook. Just listen to your stupid liar boyfriend instructions. To ensure your relationship will "permanent" forever. Eventhough, you do know, he love to lie. Lie to you. And now, I just did know that you are stupider than him. Pity you.". and after that, dia terus ignore. hahahaha. berkesan pun! and for readers information, bukan i sorg je yg bf dia suruh delete. ada lagi dua tiga org, maybe. yg i tau, sorang. hahaha. apa punya bf lah? elok lah tu, yg gf 'queen control', yg bf 'king control'. hahaha elok sgt lah tu..
Okay, cerita bab sedih pulak. i sedih jugak lah time dapat tau Allahyarham Din Beramboi meninggal dunia. I terus cam "Lepas sorg, sorg seniman meninggalkan kita." i tau bout this after one hour dia pergi. time tu, about 1:30 a.m lahh.. i tau, kita semua mesti akan rindukan lawak2 spontan dia. pendengar2 stesen radio ERA mesti dah tak happy sbb dia dah takda. nak buat mcm mana? Allah syg dia. Allah taknak dia kumpul dosa kat dunia.. tu semua benda yg tersirat. Allah tau apa yg terbaik utk makhluk2Nya. and dua hari lepas, i dapat tau yg Achik (Spin) pun dah meinggal dunia atas sebab kemalangan. and i was like "sorg lagi. secara tiba2. tak dapat jangka langsung." kita sedekahkan je Al-Fatihah utk mereka2 yg dah pergi meinggalkan kita semua. Amin.. Takziah kepada keluarga mereka. :( apa2 pun, kita kena sentiasa beringat.ajal maut, di tangan Tuhan. manusia tak boleh menentukan apa2.
Ok lah. i pun nak beredar dah ni. pagi2 nnti nak pegi teman my mom pergi hospital pulak. nnti i ada masa, i update lagi yeh yeh? hahahah ok bye semua :)
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